just a waste of time... ...
Saturday, July 30, 2005 // 5:06 PM
hey i'm back! woke up at 7:30am today and was just thinking to myself... which secondary school should i go to? i mean depending on my results... hopefully their good... i was thinking of first choice maybe and hopefully... Raffles Girls'?? and second choice Singapore Chinese Girls'?? third maybe my mum's and aunt's and sister's school... Crescent girls. CHIJ is not bad too... but i have no idea where the school is!! i really like rgs cos my godsis is there and she tells me the nice stuff there. plus, they have lotsa ccas... i want to join something like tennis or rock-climbing, and maybe... dance!! that'll show everyone how 'graceful' i am... muahahahaha!!! but seeing all these stuff... makes me think of what all these 'life stuff' add up to. i mean, you can have a phd or a doctorade, or whatever whatchamacallit, but that doesn't make you the person you were meant to be, it doesn't make you any different from other people. it doesn't mean have the right to grade others... which is what most of the people nowadays do... i remember this story i read from the bible... abt Jesus and some of his disciples at the temple of god or smthing. a rich man came in and poured huge sums of money out onto this thing holding all the offerings. and a poor old lady came in and gave two gold coins. but Jesus was happy with the poor lady, rather than the rich man. he said, the rich man had given a lot of money, but that was not all that he had, but the old lady had given god everything that she had...i think that if i were standing there, or if any one of us were to see that, we would have thought that the rich man were better. i think we must all learn to look deeper, not just on fame, richness, or even beauty. these are just earthly things, remember what we will get from above! 'do not store for yourself treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and thieves break in and steal. but store up for yourself treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, where your heart will also be.' Matthew 6:19-21