Monday, January 28, 2008 // 9:28 PM
yay today school was fun and i didn't have any accidents!i'm quite happy yayyyyy.
for pe, we ran to malcolm park and back
then the bio test D:
and chem prac! thaaaaat was fun.
and chinese.
omg laoshi was kinda nutty today.
yay i liked chem today cos we did fun experiments hurhurhur.
and it all went pretty smoothly too.
at least its like much more interesting than bio prac, where i had to squish cow liver to view it under a microscope err. and i sit next to a skeleton of a guinea pig, and thats bad in itself already!
cny next week whoo.
i'm going shopping next week!
yay yay i like chinesey new year.
i finally decided that i won't cut my hair! but that means i have to take extra care of my hair or else i won't have much left of it heeheeheee. then again, short hair isn't quite practical considering the humidity, plus global warming! yeaaaaa i don't make sense.
hahaha i'm so bored i shall blog about george.
george is everything and anything i want him to be!
with naturally (ok not quite) brown hair and huge expressive eyes, he'd totally have cutie potential if he were a guy.
alas, he's a stuffed monkey.
at least i gave him a nice name like george, and not coughcoughhackhackchocolatemuffinahemmmm.
(haha kidding zay)
why george?
well maybe because of the great curious george!
plus the teenyweeny fact that i do not want to admit, that when i got george i had a crush on another g named guy.
HAHAHAHA.
helvetica is cool.
hahahaaaaaa:D
whenever i feel insecure, i do tickle tests so i can know myself better. although thats quite superficial of me, i think it helps me kind of?
hahaha this makes sense:
You may not cry all the time, or insist on black nail polish, but you still aren't fooling anyone. Even if you try to keep your emo tendencies under control, your studded belt buckle is still showing, and we're pretty sure we saw you doodling black hearts the other day.
Go ahead and deny it all you want, but it's pretty obvious. You have a heart and a sensitive side, and you put them both to good use. Maybe you don't look on the bright side quite often enough, though. Try to embrace the good things in life a little more — you'll see that the glass is actually half full!
Sunday, January 27, 2008 // 10:33 PM
ok i should stop being so grumpy, seriously.i'm going to do thanksgiving now!
1) for my friends, jiennee and vera!
2) for a very funny tuition teacher
3) for a helpful amath teacher
4) for my nice organic food which makes me happy
5) for my sister who uploads nice music for me
6) that chinese new year is coming, and i can eat nice food
7) for everyone who loves me, whether or not i know it
8) for italy, the thing i look forward to everyday
there!
i feel better already:D
yayyyyyyyyy
now i can sleep peacefully.
// 10:08 PM
eeeeee.i realised how busy i've been lately, and by the time i get on the computer, i've forgotten all the interesting things i've tabbed to blog.
school + tuition + art elective + church = a very tired, grumpy, messy charlotte.
i can't sleep in anymore, (no thanks to cca early saturday morning), sleep ultra early at night, and look really zonked out the rest of the day.
wowweeeeee.
i supposedly thrive under stress, according to some stupid books which gets their facts from who-knows-where, but i can tell you quite surely, i don't. i'm disappearing, slowly, slowly.
drop tuition and art, silly! you scream.
(i wrote that cos my mother just did that hurhurhur.)
but i don't know. ok its not me disappearing, more like my social life taking a total nosedive. i haven't been in contact with anyone not in school for the whole week. scary, but true.
ok i should really quit grumping and wallowing in self pity.
on a brighter note, church was pretty interesting today. ok lunch was interesting. hrmmm.
tuition on saturday wassssssssss... weird.
i was daoed by my classmate. i'm pretty sure he saw me waving! i think i'll just slink back down for now.
ok i shall just talk about italy cos thats the only interesting thing. hmmmmm my flights at 4.30am, how funfun.
laaadeedahhhhhhhhhhh.
i guess the main reason why i've been really grumpy is something else that i'm no position to say what but can just worry by myself and feel sad for myself.
oh well.
why must the only time i get to blog be so boring errr.
eeeeeeeeeeeyer.
maybe i'm just a really boring person.
or maybe i forget everything too fast
i hate myself for not being able to say stuff, for being so restrained and all bottled up.
maybe i should go back to reading my chick-lit.
but its even more annoying to read about the perfect girl and her perfect boyfriend living happily ever after. sheeeeeeeesh. i think its really hard to find mr right in the world today. you can have all the requirements but still end up with some nice guy who isn't anything like your prince charming.
oh well its getting late and i'm talking trash, my gosh.
i really should write down what to blog before sitting down with nothing to say.
stupid, stupid, stupid.
Monday, January 21, 2008 // 9:55 PM
what hurts the most,
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do
what hurts the most, rascal flatts
Sunday, January 13, 2008 // 5:24 PM
i just realised i haven't made any new years resolutions! heh but they never work for me, hmmmm. nevertheless, i shall try once more!1. study hard, and stopstop procrastinating for everything! and that includes homework, projects, letter writing and DGM. oh, and make tuition worth it!
2. lose weight and /or grow taller. nothing more need to be said!
3. do well for the river del garda competition! practice harrrrd, memorise lyrics, emote well and all that jazz!
4. be demerit point-less! i think i got like 3 last year, but i can do better:D
5. be nice to my family and friends! (hehheh thats not exactly a resolution hurrr)
6. be extra enthu in class! enthu-ness is contagious, proven.
7. learn to bake at least 3 new yummy stuff! (honey joys are a tad bit boring)
8. gossip less. arrrrrrrrr thats hard, but i'll try!
9. eat healthy! byebye yoshinoya and burger king D: D:
10. be the salt and light for the world! :D:D:D
i shall review them next year!
// 3:51 PM
yesterday was bc's 50th anniversary!i hope i'll be around for the hundredth hahah:D (i think i should be!)
service was quite ok, the drama production being the highlight of the whole event. aaaaand hannah twoonie kept making me laugh throughout the whole thingy! and today too, but thats another story hehehehhh. yeah and of course, everyone was all dressed up! yay dg and i took lots of mirror shots haha. this is going to be a photo post!
haha meet hannah limmy! (with the adorable jingting hair, heh)
she's in my school now, primary one! oh man super uber cute luh, she's taking likeee, tap dance!
after the thanksgiving service was dinner! it only started at like, 8, and we were all really hungry by then. the food was pretty good i guess! anyway more pictures, and i think the sister act was amusing:)
yay i shall blog again later!
tuition.
Thursday, January 10, 2008 // 7:05 PM
ahhhhhhh i have tuition for the first time in my life ahhhhhhhhh.Monday, January 07, 2008 // 9:35 PM
RAHHHHHH I STILL FEEL A TEENY BIT BRAIN DEAD.school's been going on for almost a week so far, and i still am not used to waking up so early D: yeah and now choir's on saturday's too, so i can't sleep in anymore! hmmmm D: i'm one of the shortest in class, front row for the first time! actually i never realised how errr, vertically challenged i am until lately. once upon a time, (in kindergarten actually) i was like the second tallest girl in class! oh well but thats likeeee, history ah.
today we had choir auditions! i ended up being on my feet for like, 3 hours. and i didn't realise how tired my legs were until it was all over. kinda scary uhhh. i still remember my choir audition! two years ago hurhur:D i auditioned with jiennee, and back then we had known each other for like a week? anyway jien's like my best best friend now ahhhh! we both sang tomorrow, cos she didn't know what to sing. yeah i remember being really really nervous and practicing the song a lot before my turn. yeah i was like the third or fourth to audition or something! yeah and we both got in:) oh today i found out the secret choir auditions code! how amusing haha.
MY GOSH I CAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH 13!
italy italy italy:D
we've started practicing our pieces lately, and the adrenaline's all building up! vera toh can go, cos her parents felt bad for not letting her go, YAY:D jien's chances of going are higher, and mayann's going too! the teachers have been talking about it more, and i really really am super uber excited ahhhhhh! we're gonna stop by milan, wowwww. and its like, ten days:D
aiyah i feel fat today.