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wild child. [schizophrenic] the many faces of me. todays post is dedicated to all the ppl in my life from schl. lets list them out.

gal frennns. irah. lis. vic. wyn. jos. jor.

guy frennns. darr. ash. sam. lyk. fk.?

female teachers. mrs jo lim. mdm lee.

male teacher. mr seah.

seriously. they left an impact on my life. great or small. i take this chance to thank them. i love them, for all they've put in. they made me feel there. they made me feel special. all of us are. although we've all gone through tt hard time in life, we've all managed it. now. i would like to say something to each of them.

irah. the torch in my life. she's led me on through my worse times, made me laugh when i'm in a bad mood, cried with me when times went twisted. this girl has been my guiding light, someone i'll nv forget, cos even if i wanted to, i cannot. the drama mama of our batch, nad is the delight to many. friendly, down to earth, and kind. helpful in every way too. i love this independant female.

lis. charrahlis' miss nutso, the self-proclaimed bi*** is funny and emotional. she is someone i have learnt to trust, to believe, to love. she may seem to you someone who is insecure, but actually is the most independant out of all of us. she seriously rocks. i enjoy time w her. whether its talking abt the freaks, or sharing her latest shopping spree, or maybe whispering a juicy piece of gossip, i've loved every moment.

together, irah. lis. char. the circle of three.

vic. my best frenn since p1. she's encouraging and gentle. someone you want to trust, she makes time seem to last longer. i've thoroughly loved our friendship, somthing so fragile and breakable. i'm sorry for not cherishing it. even though i regret it, i can't turn back time. you're the best friend a girl could wish for, vic, and i love you for that.

wyn and jos. i've only lately gotten to know them better. yeah. but they are the funkiest, most extraordinary frenns i could ever ask for. they've rocked my world. love ya!

jor. the girly girl. extremely comfortable to be with. she's someone you can talk for hours with, and her smile will make everything worthwhile.

darr. the best guy frenn i've had. he is patient and great to be with. enjoyed the times talking with him, and will never, ever forget his craziness, or maniacal laughter. somone you seriously can trust. thats him.

ash. my seating partner for like, forever. he's put up with my 'xiao-jie' temper tandrums. haha. poor him. gotta thank him for that. enjoyed talking with him. whether its the friendly competitions, or the silly quarrels, i've enjoyed them. thanks alotta!

sam. a great guy, when you get to know him. a gentle giant. he seems to feel for others in a way that guys normally don't. enjoyed talking to him, and for putting up with irah and i and lis and our silliness. cheers.

yee khang. he just gets better. sweet and the gentleman of our class, he makes us proud of him. easy to talk to and pretty laid-back, he makes everyone seem special. great guy.

feng kai. one of the 'freaks' as lis says. altough to date we've been friends for abt a week, i see him as a lock to a safe. he is a toughie to break into, but worthwhile, all the same. a strong b-ball player of the schl, it makes one glad to even know him. cheers.

mrs j. lim. someone you simply have to love. a sugar coated softie, talking to her just might give you a toothache with all that sweetness in her. she's the one teacher i've a more personal and intimate relationship with. thoroughly enjoyed her lessons, lectures and talks. this is one teacher you should be proud to have been taught by.

mdm lee. a wonderful principal. she's understanding and takes things in her stride. i've learnt to find her interesting and lovely to be with.

mr seah. a very encouraging teacher indeed. someone you can share problems with and he'll understand. seriously. he's great and has a wonderful way of making you feel as though you've known him for really long. thabk you for putting up with my struggles to meet life and for being there for me. you really rawk!!

although this year is my last year, i will never forget all u ppl. i will definitely miss u guys a lot. there will be better prospects, out there, waiting for us. reach out. its time to loosen the grip and let go.

[drama queen]

hey. back. introduction. this is the infamous charrahlis. yeah. the best of friends. together, we rawk!! yeah! kk. although we're not in order, we love each other!! not les lah. bffs! [irah/char/lis] [drama mama/ drama queen/ b**** of the year] we are, together, unbreakable. haha. boys, teachers, musical and all. we've weathered them together. ok. lets talk abt me. thursday. got into a conference w jos, vic, song, sam, j lee, gou jie..... and dunno wad lah. it was really messy. nvm tht. friday was my annual prize presentation and performance. aieee! hope i did well. well, mr seah says i did. yes! *happy face* yeah we took lotsa pics. really gonna miss everyone. haha. i went around hugging everyone too! but still not finished. obviously the guys didn't want to be hugged. haha. yeah. will miss everyone sososososo much. aiyoh. darren is done w his post. must hurry! dun wanna keep him waiting. argh. ohoh. gmh said fk was there. only got to see him after my performance. yeah. hey. but i'm trying not to cross the friendship border. argh. i'm really confused. love is so complicated. nvm that. on with my life! the next performance was done by me too. then rushed off after it to do a SVA thingy. interview or smthng. then rushed back home cos i was going to malaysia after tt. arrived at pontian, malaysia at abt 2pm. quite relaxing. *sigh* except for the beds. it was like, rock hard. haha. wonder how i managed to sleep. haha. when i returned was abt 7pm on sunday. next day went looking for furniture and stuff for the newly renovated house, which is not ready yet. sigh. today went orchard with manda and mom. watched the latest harry potter movie! yes!one wish down.haha. then went to heeren for some shopping. aah. allin all, enjoyed the movie greatly. great eye visual effects, lovely acting, it was superb. except they missed poor dobby out. he's the best! nvm.it was terrif.kk. gtg, friends await!
[DQ. overandout]


heyy. last day of schl. well, technically, it is. *sobsob* lets see. it started with the music day/ special assembly for mdm lee. somehow, i managed to hold back my tears. yeah i was emcee... i thought of nt doing it, but i decided to cos its my last chance to make mdm lee proud. well, she cried. a lot. i mean, if i were her, i'd cry too. anyway, next was prize presentation rehearsal. on my way back to the hall, i saw my san-jie!!! ok we went nuts. haha. she sat thru to rehearsals of the musical b4 leaving. then mr seah changed the script, and i had to memorise it by the next day. *stress*. then, halfway to the curtain call, the megaphone malfunctioned. *stress* but the worse part was, no one noticed i stopped! *hurt* i am a sensitive freak anyway. and a self proclaimed emotional freak too. then i sat down to think. it was the last day of schl. last day to see my class. last day to see mrs lim. mdm lee's last day too. so why was i in the hall?!?! and not with my class?!?!! ok. i guess that was the last straw. i totally broke down. while curtain call went on. the first to notice was mr seah. and i was desprately trying to hold back the tears, but they just kept falling. call me niagara falls, but i have no idea where all that tears came frm. it simply continued pouring. mr seah was like, 'are you ok? why are you crying?' but hello, when i was crying so hard i couldn't even speak. so i just kept shaking my head. mrs irene tan saw me crying too. and comforted me. but i guess it didn't work. cos i cried even harder. i could feel everyone staring at me. curtain call ended. practically everyone ran over and asked what happened. i didn't answer, because i suppose i was touched. and overwhelmed. thankfully irah comforted me. when she asked why i cried, i told her. guess what. i cried even harder, and she started crying. then break came. i didn't eat. sorta kept to myself. then i remembered i had not placed my sling in the classrm. at this time i was just sobbing. then irah followed me to my class. when i walked in, i could feel the tears building up agn. so i sorta dumped my sling on the table before breaking down all over agn. mrs lim brought me out to talk. she had thought that someone had scolded me. then irah explained. i was too stressed. and sad. everything thrown at me at one go was too much to handle. mrs lim had this talk with me outside, and mr seah and miss goh were there too. after it i felt muchmuch better. then irah was crying. so i offered to go to her class with her. sorta last chance liao. yeah so i was waiting outside while she took her classmates pics. shi qi saw me at the third level so she offered to come. then she asked me y i cry. i explained. close to tears agn lor. haha. then they tried to call fengkai out. ' come and comfort her!' bleah! i practially ran away. they wanted him to take our pics together. but um, my eyes were still reddish and puffy. so we left. rehearsal agn. yay! managed to memorise the new lines. wrote letters to victoria, wynne, joselin and shiqi. passed it to them after rehearsal. 'so sweet!' said jos. halfway writing irah's. went back to class w shiqi. asked her if i shld write a letter to fengkai as well. yeah! why not? she said. i should write to _________ as well! anyway it is the last day...so in class i finished the letter to irah and the one to him. used the secret technique to fold the letters. haha! then we went to 6V. but oopsie! irah wasn't there! argh! so we entrusted the letters to linda. than we went downstairs to checkout the exco's book exchange thingamajig. things were ok. told irah to collect the letter frm linda. then took some pics with them. it was cool. after schl. shiqi was crying. wanted to cry along w her. but eyes all dry liao lar. haha. anyway walked past the pond. and omg, they were there reading there letters! aieeeee! anyway they were calling us. so we just smiled and walked. stayed back. watched vic, jos, xy....... play b-ball. ok. it was cool. then i watched him walk across the field. going home. hmmph. no response to the letter.. then i got a sms. frm him. i guess. yupyup. 'sure. we can be friends.' wooohooo! as i say, its better to have one more friend than enemy. :)
Charlotte. [dramaQueen]


heyy. they are cute! the ms characters lar. heehee! dunno y but i'm happy lately. lets see. yesterday was a nice day. no musical rehearsal, we got the class photos, went to watch the student/teacher matches, ran around the schl signing and getting autographs.like, even w ppl i hardly knew. even guys lar. but nothing wrong w it. i mean, its so close to the last day of schl, so might as well not miss out on anything. haha! and on monday mrs lim had this ultra touching talk w us. ok. i admit i cried when i heard it. the sudden rush tt it was the last wk got into me. chances of seeing this extraordinary bunch of ppl, brought together, agn would b really slim. and mrs lim! i'd miss her the most of all. *sobsob* which is why i say i'm sensitive. not many cried, but i believe everyone was touched. i mean, mrs lim herself cried. sigh. and i will possibly never have a chance of meeting the ppl who i nv knew, or will nv know, but played an equally important part in my life, agn. the schoolmates. writing this, i feel like crying. plus [since u been gone] playing on the background, its really a mixture of feelings. everyone, and i mean even those i've nv knew, played a part in my life, whether gd or bad. they've all left me w memories. uh oh. i can feel the tears welling up. i'll sosososo miss all of u.

hey! one more thing tt makes me happy. my new blogskin! i lovit! but i really can't stop thinking of it. its the last day tmrw. its the last day to make everything right. the day for sorry's to be made. the day to tell the truth. there's so much to be done!

Musical rehearsal today was fun. mr seah got me several new lines to remember. its cool. and now i'm to stand on the stage b4 walking down. irah took a silly candid shot of the both of us, when he tried to fix the megaphone. the 'wise' woodcutters and the 'silent' stage crew are so mean! they were teasing me when i was beack stage. haha. but thats the problem w guys. anyway the curtains kept blowing against me when i tried to walk out, so i was practically stomping my way out. see the reaction.

Me: Arrgh! stupid curtain! in my way!
Mr Seah: Oi! can walk abit more 'gu niang'?
Me: it's the curtain!!!!

my biggest complaint abt guys: why is it when they like a girl, they're are afraid to make themselves clear? i mean, us females would be more impressed. seriously! i mean, wads w the passing the little rumours abt u liking female1 to ur best friend/godbro/wadeva, and asking them to spread it around. what if it nv got to female1? and (this is a worst case scenario), she liked u back, but was shy?!?!? ok, u might say this silly things only happen on tv, but u can nv b too careful. just go up toher, look her in the eye and say it lar! or write a msg! sincerity always wins a girls heart. trust me. i know.

[dramaQueen] overandout



Digital Fortress. that's the title of one of the most amazing books i've ever read. i read it this morning. yep. all 127 chapters of it, excluding the prologue and epilogue. it was... simply da bomb! Dan Brown left me sitting at the edge, excitedly waiting for each new beginning. i guess its an adult bk, as in the thinking is for higher levels (i snuck it frm my dad. haha!) but i was like, totally engrossed in it. this is one book i definitely recommend. the story's abt a code created by man, but said to be a code which cannot be broken. not even the most complex computer, created for breaking codes, can decode it. or the head cryptographer. the NSA is actually held hostage, by this single code. betrayal, murder, and above all, love, encircle this adrenaline filled book. go read it for yourself. my rating? definitely a 8/10.

kk. nuff said abt this bk... guess wad? i've been dreaming of butterflies lately. to me, they reflect me. i mean, i see myself. their late bloomers. so am i. u see, they start of as hideous but cute caterpillars, and they bloom to one of the most gorgeous creatures l8r. don't get me wrong, i'm not saying i'm gorgeous or anything. psssst. i actually see myself as really average. yup. anyway... thats not the point. see, when i was in kindergarten, the teachers actually thot i was slow. i guess i was, thinking back... i coloured the picture when my teacher said circle it, was the slowest at eating during break time, and would write my numbers mirror-imaged. kk. i was pretty slow. and butterflies are weak, gentle creatures. there was a point in my life i was really weak...but i prefer not to think of it. they flutter abt aimlessly. which is wad i'm like now. unsure of myself, lost, while learning to control my feelings... gosh. being a pre-teen is tough.. as if puberty on its own weren't hard enuffff... they added the difficulty finding clothes...haha..

the first performance is finally over! phewie! irah will b performing for both am sessions. i'll b for pm session. double phew. my classmates wun see me in that hideous suit...haha.. ppl are sososo hypocritical leh... some say i am 'act'. wdv. like mr s said, dun let others pull u back frm doing wad ur gd in... but deep inside i feel like screaming. y not just tell me wad u thinking? y whisper among urselfs? those hu choose to hide are like...soso cowardly. mr s is actually quite nice lar..

Charlotte/dramaqueen.

heyy! today was simply wonderful! my costumes were beautiful, and fitted me perfectly! rehearsal went surprisingly smooth! and we won the inter-class basketball! yay!

yeah. i wish. hahaha.

hmmph. we lost to 6V. boohoo. yeah. but got some pics in. and here they are...
Yup. this is 6Nvs6L. anyway, 6L won. 6N with the coloured bands and 6N w/out. for the first half i mean. see that guy wearing the basketball uniform (he's from that cca, duh.)? l8r halfway in the match, he scored a 5-pointer! wayyyy cooool! see? it pays to be a b-ball cca dude.



Yay! here is my class, 6D, against 6V. we're w the coloured bands here. it appears that ansong has scored. haha. i think.



Here we see 6V scoring. agn. haha. who's that scoring? can't see. haha. Shld b some 6V folk. here, they're (6V) w the coloured bands. hmm... i wonder.. can blogger except videos? cos i got some down!

yeahyeah. we lost to them 20-24. but i guess they were the better team. hmm. at least we got in 2nd place...haha.. most of my classmates were pretty upset abt it. but nvm, its just a game. ha. wad matters is that we did our best!

Yeahyeah. my costume is utterly hideous. ugh. but gotta live with it! so i guess i'll just get over and done with it. yupyup. thats all for tonight. tata y'all!

[drama queen] over and out.


oooh! today there is no 2nd rehearsal, cos its the eve of hari raya and the teachers are choosing our costumes. *shudders* arrgh. i hope they don't choose something hideous, although i have got my 'xin li zhun bei' liao... i mean, look at Mr S's dress sense. ='wu hua ke shuo'. haha. but don't get me wrong, he is a nice teacher. sigh. so much to say today... where shall i start...? today started w me going to schl w shujing and nadhirah. then was rehearsal at 7:30am. but due to the heavy downpour in the morning, semi-finals were postponed. (haha!) i admit i was happy when it was postponed. cos i dun wanna miss any of the action! yeah so at 10am, Mr S allowed us to watch the basketball semis'. aha! we played against 6L, which apparently were pretty rough. cheered for my class wildly. we won!! 25-8 or smthg. haha didn't pay attn to the score, but the main thing is, we won!! wooohooooo!! did the silly victory dance w wynne. haha. then was the semis for nad's class, 6V. i admit they were good. nad came up w this cute cheer. haha. it was like, 'i say 6V, you say 6N (the other class). 6V! 6N! 6V! 6N!' haha. it must have seemed pretty ridiculous. but it was fun. we would cheer for both classes. yeah. in the end 6V won. 18-4 or smthng. haha. by now you shld know that i'm not the person to ask if ya wanna know any score. cos i dun pay attn to it. haha. tell ya e truth, those 2 classes really had 'magnetism'. their players were whamming heads all the time. ok, twice. but bad enough. yup, so we'll be playing against 6Valour in the finals. *shiver w excitement* ooh... can't wait for friday.... i guess both classes will have some competition, vying for the title. hmm. my class is good, although they dun haf much background of it. they're fast, though the aiming isn't too good. i mean they can try to shoot 10 times and only get in once or twice. 6V ppl though, mostly are frm the basketball CCA. fast, good aim, and easy on the eyes. okok. that doesn't count, i know. fine. but they are better than us. sad to admit it though. hmmph. yeah. i hope we'll win, but... who am i to decide? undeniably better. sigh. i am not lying. and don't even think that i'm siding with him. fk. cos i am not. period. don't even think of it. like srx. hmmph. according to him, i'm connected to 3 guys, all of which i am not intersted in. i think. ok. i admit i used to like one of them. fine. but don't remind me of it. or ask. or else. haha. but i can't hurt ya anyway. cos i've a good-girl image to tend for. haha. yeah then l8r there was a west spring sec schl talk by their vp. yeah cool. sorta. hmmph. irritated by sam. sigh. no one would ever understand. it was pretty embarrassing for me. i dunno abt him. not sam. yeah. but i've gone under worse. so, there nth i can't take. haha. sigh. my phone is under servicing. so ppl who call/msg me, be prepared to only get a reply by saturday. cos thats when its finished. hmmph.
[drama queen.] overandout

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