Disguise

Tuesday, April 29, 2008 // 2:18 PM

jeesh blogger sucks D:
it deleted like this whole thingy i just typed. oh wellll

BYE MEL MEL! I'LL MISS YOU LOTS D:
swim your best, and bring back something cool and japanes-y for me, i love youuuu
i'll pray for you.

i decided to quite obsessing over my dream, cos its stupid and its just a dream:)

'veee, help me to throw away!'
'no, ewww so gross'
'fineee, sorry!'
'my gosh, you reminded me of summer! from oc!'
'who? is she nice?'
'she's the bitch.'
'thanks a lot!'
'seeee, you did it again!'

i heart veetoh.

i found theeee blog, and yeah it turned me off quite a bit.
i think i'm a bit weird.
somehow all the selfhelp books on relationships and the quite a lot of girls i know,
are like all looking for relationships.
and i'm, avoiding it.
i kinda like being single, i think.
sheeeeeee you too! i thought you were so strong. you don't need another half to be happy, like you think.

FREECONEDAYFREECONEDAY!
I WANT BEN&JERRYS YUMMMMM

Monday, April 28, 2008 // 9:33 PM

OMGEEE ITS FREAKING HOT D:

hellooooo, global warming?
everythings going wrong.

sheeesh i have napfa in two days.
I HATE NAPFA I HATE NAPFA D: D: D:

thanks for waiting for the bus with me today smily!
i like smily lock.
oh man vera toh, you lost us right!
hahaha lousyyyyyy.

saturday mommy brought me to a flea market!
damn cool luh, i'm so going to open one soon:D
we got this pretty bag for jie (which i will steal a lotttt)
and some jewellery.
then we went to bugis street.
yay i really like bugis street!
the stuff there are nice if you manage to go to the right places.
that time jie and i went, it was like these micro-mini shorts everywhere?
pretty unwearable luh.

i'm going to sweat myself to sleep.
ewww, gross.

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop

// 9:20 PM

YAY JOHNATHAN RHYS-MEYER'S TOOOOOOO CUTE.
i loved him in august rush!
and i like artsy guys.
who can draw and dress well yayyyyyyy.

hahaha omg mayann thinks i have a crush on mr razak!
i think he's pretty cool luh, when i'm not trying to hide from him
hehhehhehhhh.
oh man he still has my sketchbooks D:

i love you jien!
thanks for helping me:)

9:22pmJienNee

LO CHAR!

omg this is amusing.

why are you confuseddd ):

i just drew a really cool cubic graph haha :D

omg smiley!

why aren't you replying ):

9:22pmCharlotte

heyloooooooo

i didn't realise this thingy!

9:22pmJienNee

hahahaha

9:22pmCharlotte

the DREAMS MANNNNN

9:22pmJienNee

this is very very cool

9:22pmCharlotte

its scary

9:22pmJienNee

oh right

HAHAHA.

9:22pmCharlotte

don't you think!

i mean you think

aiyah you know!

9:23pmJienNee

yes yes, TALKING TO CATDOG

9:23pmCharlotte

9:23pmJienNee

i think your mind got confused

9:23pmCharlotte

hahah and that too

___________________

9:29pmJienNee

A person can represent that actual person, or the characteristics you attribute to that person. For example, if you dream about your friend who is always relaxed and easy-going, your friend might represent himself, or she might represent the idea of relaxing and not worrying.

For clues about what the person represents, consider what the person means or signifies to you in real life. Also consider their characteristics or qualities that stand out in the dream, what they're doing and how, and your emotional reaction to their presence.

hahah the facebook chat is funny. thanks jien. i know i'm freaking out a bit too much.

// 9:07 PM

OMGGGG I HATE DREAMS:/
ok maybe not hate-hate, but its just so friggin confusing!
thanks a lot luh, those i went to for help! kay i know ya'll we're trying to help in the midst of all the giggling.

'do you like him?'
'no. maybe? erm, subconciously?'

'you know, dreams are things you want to happen'

'no, dreams are stuff you don't want to happen! my sister dreamed of killing her friend you know.'

'maybe ____'s the guy of your dreams! you know, literally?'

'is he good looking?'

random points from jien, mel and mayann.}

why is the mind just flying off on its own?
dreams confuse me.
yes they do.
but why ________?

Sunday, April 27, 2008 // 7:57 PM

hahhaha oh man its been really long!

food can fly!
yay i'm really happy with how we did, super proud of all of you:)
and teri toi, i love you! thanks for helping out so much
and everyone who supported us, thank you!
zach annie jin!
thanks for coming down like i bugged you guys to:)
and food can fly flew.

hahaha oh man i had a really weird dream the other day!
yeah it had ahgong and daddy and bryan lee and jin and weien and catdog in it
haha i kinda vaguely remember talking to catdog hahaha.
yeah then i told mayann abt it and she was like,
'is bryan cute?'

ILY MAYANN
i know i owe you a birthday post like a month ago!
kay so here goessssss

(look at your skinny arm!)
happy birthday khooma!
i know i totally owe you luh.
you're a fun partner, choir friend and tuition friend!
yay and you annoy me with your singing/mumbling
and i suan you a lottttttt
but i love you friend!

yay:D

Monday, April 14, 2008 // 10:01 PM

FOOD CAN FLY
FOOD CAN FLY
FOOD CAN FLYYYYYY!

fly down over to our stall on 1904, only at the scgs carnival!
cheesecake, jellyhearts, fudgepie, bubble-tea, shirley temples, cupcakes and cookies
hungry yet?

// 7:10 PM

i don't know what i've done

MY GOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M QUITTING ARRRRRT.

it might be a mistake, but right now its apparently the best for me:/

or if i like what i've become

augh still super busy, and i feel as though i haven't been spending enough time with my friends, especially the ones i'm closest to D:

i'm sorry, ily!

something told me to run

I. FEEL. LIKE. CALLING. IN. SICK.

i'm quite sick of school if you ask me. block tests, project work, homework.

RAHHHHH

i'm gonna trim my hair nowwwwww!

oh last weeks choir/singing telegram thingy was pretty fun, pictures sooooon!

hahaa i love putting on make up for people:D

Sunday, April 06, 2008 // 6:09 PM

yay i've finally got down to blogging!
its been long hmmmmmmmm. since italy!

lets start with that!

ITALY/GERMANY/AUSTRIA
it was pretty cold out there, and the water wasn't quite drinkable (except in austria, the tap water tastes like evian!), we changed hotel close to everyday, and we even stayed at a haunted hotel (!), screwed up our songs, but i loved it entirely. i feel that the choir bonded over the trip, and we all really looked out for each other all the way.
in the days leading up to the competition, we had choir practices squished in between our sight-seeing, like before lunch or after dinner, on the bus to the german school exchange and before we slept. i have to admit it was tiring, but thats the main reason we were there, hmmm?

'as much practice you do, weeks, months, years, everyone will remember the performance. that crucial 10, 15 minutes. no one sees how hard you really work.'
what the teachers always told us, came reality on the day of our competition. i don't know if it was nerves, over-confidence or whatever, but our so called better songs got badly screwed up. at least thats how it felt there. i don't think i'd ever been as disappointed over a choir performance or over anything for that matter, but when it happened, we just continued grinning like idiots, and once we were off the stage i actually teared, as did quite a few others. it wasn't the fact that we sang badly, but that our months of practices, how confident we had been, it just disappeared. it was plain disappointment.
but well, we cheered up after that, dressed up, had our first good dinner, went for the concert and partied at night.
the next day, we watched like tons of choral performances at the competition. as much as i love choir and enjoy hearing other choirs. you've got to admit choral is boring. we all dozed off at one point or another, unless the choir's performance was very arresting.
third day of the competition, we took a walk around lake garda and had a boat rider around lake sirimione. i loved the boat ride cos our driver was really fun, and he loved our songs too! haha and he called us bella's, which means beautiful HAHAH! we saw fat lemons (the size of my palm!) bought pretty soap and ate gelato which was uber yummy, and finally went back for the RESULTS D:
before that was the grand competition, where the winners of the seven/eight different categories performed for the grand award (best of the best choirs, suppose?) yay i loved the kazakhstan kids choir, too bad we missed it. at least i got to watch them at another concert! catholic high and anderson jc got in, both led by conductor nelson kuei! his style is seriously an entirely different approach from ours, i have to say a little gimmicky, but nonetheless amazing. my gosh i loved catholic high's performance! i forgot they were a all-boys choir a couple of times. their soprano ones sound sooo.... err, pure? they can reach amazingly high notes, considering they're guys! and suddenly there were these oh-my-goodness-funny action bits, where me and mel had to control our laughter a lot! she almost had to stuff her scarf into her mouth, and i was biting my finger to keep from laughing out loud. SUPER AMUSING. ajc's was a tad bit gimmicky for my liking, with the drama parts which were really, really action-y. but their lower voices was like whoaaaa, it really gives it a lot of central-ness and sounds very rooted.
when they announced that there were 25 gold diplomas, 13 silver and 2 bronze, mel and i were like, oh no we're the bronze. after watching all those cool performances, we were thinking the worst of ours. a silver seemed unreachable at that moment. when they announced us, our points 20.53, we were screaming like crazy, and we were all crying maniacally. a 20.5 equates to a gold diploma, and we were so happy and thankful. it was entirely amazing experience.
the rest of the trip seemed to zoooooom! past, buying chocolate, singing in huge, breath-taking churches and not to forget, jet-lag when we got back! i guess seven hours of difference was a lot:/

hahaha ohmygosh i love you guys so so much! you brought so much life to the trip and made it an awesome one for meeeeee:D
and i love this shot cos we all look killer unglam, but we're all having fun!
MEL JESS NAT NIC VEET!
ya'll mean the world to me ily!

yay my birthday last week was awesome, everyone who made it super special (three surprises!) THAAAAAAAAAANK YOU!

haha kay i have to study bio now D:
its a hard knock life, honey!