[life is so not a bed of roses...]
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 // 5:20 PM
weelll... today did not go well.. for me... started w me helping mrs lee-toh packing the grandparents day postcards and placing them in the teachers in-trays... which was pretty boring. and grace, clh and jane webut what to do... gmh asked me to go w her so i go lor.. re there too. guess they couldn't get along... and l8r went to see mrs raj... to try on the costumes.. and l8r just told her that i dun wanna b emcee.. she looked angey/sad. how? i felt sooooooooooo bad abt it... didn't noe wad to do... almost cried during recess... noone could make me laugh... i even didn't feel embarrassed when ansong followed gmh and me.. sigh... anyway by the time i went for rehearsal i felt ok... mrs lim talked to me abt it too.. she seemed pretty flustered.. busy i guess... yar and l8r after schl during the 2nd rehearsal i was kinda mad at mr s (do not ask who).. cos he was like, teasing lily abt her dancing as a white bird in the schl play. bird. the winged animal for those sickos out there. haha. anyway he said she danced like a ungraceful ostrich or smthing.. anyway it was pretty annoying.. and he was laughing and laughing like it was the funniest joke ever. not funny. and so did the other teachers.. okok lets get it straight... i am not flaming him. he is nice, but he hurt lily's feelings. and as a teacher, i feel he should not do that. she was embarrassed.. and it lowered her self-esteem.. and i guess i felt bad for her... but no one dared to tell him... i was pretty much disgusted... i guess maybe cos i nv had such a teacher.. he is soooo not like mrs lim...far frm it...haha... but he is very close w his class... like he is one of them. he eats w them, talks their talk, blahdeedah. the works, ya know.. but he's someone a student can relate to...which is good...i think.. hmmph.. charlotte. drama queen. over and out. [feeling lost]