..:my extended family :):..
Monday, October 24, 2005 // 7:44 PM
Heya... today was pretty much an ok day.. my class won two out of three matches in the inter-class games, against 6K. cool... basketball and captain's ball...haha...i was c-ball's reserve...yup. which doesn't need u to do much.. cos all the members were fine.. and good players. haha. i, for one, am a total klutz in sports. i mean, i'm ok, but thats it. ok. not good or a strong player. i'm average.. but nvm.. sports was nv my strong point anyway. yup i have a huge family. two, actually. one is my real family. consists of my sister, amanda, father and mother, and all the other realatives. my second 'family' consists of four older sisters, one younger sister, one twin sister, a daughter (haha!), niece, grandmother, great-grandmother, great-great-grandmother, and grand-aunt. yup. the older sisters are my sworn sisters, Huan Ting(da-jie), Yi Tong(er-jie), and the closest to me, Joy! (san-jie). the other sister is the latest one, and the oldest, Mel. uh, Melissa Ko. yup. twin sis is Jeannette, and her daughter (a.k.a my niece) is annabelle. uh, who is also her husband. or is it her wife? ugh. can't remember. grandmother is Yi hui, grand-aunt is foong ming, great-grandma is jia en. that is my dg family. it brings us closer together. sort of. haha. sigh... todays rehearsal was cool. but...i've got mixed feelings after it. i mean, i'm glad that i'm one of the three shortlisted narrators, but then again, only 2 of us will be in. it will be sad for any of us to go. and i'm sorry that nurhayati was ousted. i know many ppl blame me.. and i guess news of it is going around fast. even mrs lim talked to me abt it. i guess i was feeling better after the talk w her until the auditions...sigh... i've been having 2nd thoughts abt it... dunno whether i shld back out... even though i didn't , i feel like i cheated. and evryone is like... hypocritical around me, lying to me, telling me it's not my fault and stuff... but actually i know how they feel. tell me your thoughts. i want to know what you think. so tag or tell me personally in school. should i back out or not? and give up the dream i've been having for the past 2 yrs? i guess only time will tell...
Charlotte