Thursday, November 17, 2005 // 2:58 PM
heyy. last day of schl. well, technically, it is. *sobsob* lets see. it started with the music day/ special assembly for mdm lee. somehow, i managed to hold back my tears. yeah i was emcee... i thought of nt doing it, but i decided to cos its my last chance to make mdm lee proud. well, she cried. a lot. i mean, if i were her, i'd cry too. anyway, next was prize presentation rehearsal. on my way back to the hall, i saw my san-jie!!! ok we went nuts. haha. she sat thru to rehearsals of the musical b4 leaving. then mr seah changed the script, and i had to memorise it by the next day. *stress*. then, halfway to the curtain call, the megaphone malfunctioned. *stress* but the worse part was, no one noticed i stopped! *hurt* i am a sensitive freak anyway. and a self proclaimed emotional freak too. then i sat down to think. it was the last day of schl. last day to see my class. last day to see mrs lim. mdm lee's last day too. so why was i in the hall?!?! and not with my class?!?!! ok. i guess that was the last straw. i totally broke down. while curtain call went on. the first to notice was mr seah. and i was desprately trying to hold back the tears, but they just kept falling. call me niagara falls, but i have no idea where all that tears came frm. it simply continued pouring. mr seah was like, 'are you ok? why are you crying?' but hello, when i was crying so hard i couldn't even speak. so i just kept shaking my head. mrs irene tan saw me crying too. and comforted me. but i guess it didn't work. cos i cried even harder. i could feel everyone staring at me. curtain call ended. practically everyone ran over and asked what happened. i didn't answer, because i suppose i was touched. and overwhelmed. thankfully irah comforted me. when she asked why i cried, i told her. guess what. i cried even harder, and she started crying. then break came. i didn't eat. sorta kept to myself. then i remembered i had not placed my sling in the classrm. at this time i was just sobbing. then irah followed me to my class. when i walked in, i could feel the tears building up agn. so i sorta dumped my sling on the table before breaking down all over agn. mrs lim brought me out to talk. she had thought that someone had scolded me. then irah explained. i was too stressed. and sad. everything thrown at me at one go was too much to handle. mrs lim had this talk with me outside, and mr seah and miss goh were there too. after it i felt muchmuch better. then irah was crying. so i offered to go to her class with her. sorta last chance liao. yeah so i was waiting outside while she took her classmates pics. shi qi saw me at the third level so she offered to come. then she asked me y i cry. i explained. close to tears agn lor. haha. then they tried to call fengkai out. ' come and comfort her!' bleah! i practially ran away. they wanted him to take our pics together. but um, my eyes were still reddish and puffy. so we left. rehearsal agn. yay! managed to memorise the new lines. wrote letters to victoria, wynne, joselin and shiqi. passed it to them after rehearsal. 'so sweet!' said jos. halfway writing irah's. went back to class w shiqi. asked her if i shld write a letter to fengkai as well. yeah! why not? she said. i should write to _________ as well! anyway it is the last day...so in class i finished the letter to irah and the one to him. used the secret technique to fold the letters. haha! then we went to 6V. but oopsie! irah wasn't there! argh! so we entrusted the letters to linda. than we went downstairs to checkout the exco's book exchange thingamajig. things were ok. told irah to collect the letter frm linda. then took some pics with them. it was cool. after schl. shiqi was crying. wanted to cry along w her. but eyes all dry liao lar. haha. anyway walked past the pond. and omg, they were there reading there letters! aieeeee! anyway they were calling us. so we just smiled and walked. stayed back. watched vic, jos, xy....... play b-ball. ok. it was cool. then i watched him walk across the field. going home. hmmph. no response to the letter.. then i got a sms. frm him. i guess. yupyup. 'sure. we can be friends.' wooohooo! as i say, its better to have one more friend than enemy. :)Charlotte. [dramaQueen]