Wednesday, June 07, 2006 // 2:03 PM
OH BOY I'M TIRED FROM ALL THAT POEM FINDING
WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO.
LIKE, SOMETHING FUN
CHANGE THE BLOGSKIN.
DUH.
Lit's getting on my very few nerves left.
what to do, what to do
hmmm. somehow i don't seem as open about my feelings anymore.
why, i ask myself, didn't i go for the class gathering?
was it because my parents didn't want me to go
or maybe i had to much homework
or maybe
i just didn't want to?
excuses, excuses.
thats what we all live on.
my answer?
its a bit of everything.
somehow, maybe i've grown too close to my sister.
and so i've got her phobia for meeting people who aren't supposed to be in my life anymore.
is it so?
she said i've grown morbid.
yes, to a certain extent.
it isn't bad.
it just makes me clingy
sensitive
and not wanting to have anything to do with
old stuff.
yes, i miss my class
to a certain extent, that is.
but i'm not willing to pretend nothings happened.
because something has.
and thats me.
oh, and one of the gerbils died yesterday.